Dad i hope you are listening to me, you probably didn't realise how well you are thought of, and how many people loved you, it makes me proud, and I think of all the times we had, hitting you over the head with a golf club, at the driving range, god we could not stop laughing, I sit here with you on my mind all the time, I cry, I smile I laugh, I wish I could of said goodbye to you, I wish you responded to my message to meet you for a cuppa, god we loved our cups of tea, I do really miss you, and I hope you are looking down at me, with grandad, come and say hello to me please, love you always, no matter what anyone says 💙