One whole year.... It is one whole year since you was taken by ambulance from our home for the final time Keith. I remember thinking that you would be treated with antibiotics and return within a few days as you always did before, after all you were a strong old sod wasn't you..... My heart broke when I was told I couldn't see you due to covid restrictions but still I remained optimistic that you would come back to me, no way were you going to die, it was the last thing on my mind, did you know it was the beginning of the end? Did you know you were about to die? I can't help wondering what was on your mind during the final 10 days of your life. I find myself living with the memories of you at home, wishing I could have those last days. I am so alone without you. I will never stop loving you.